BACK TO YOU lyrics translation by B2ST

When I try to forget the past times, I can’t forget it (I can’t forget it)
Your voice that used to always call my name roams in my ears (Roams in my ears)

Unknowingly my footsteps are headed towards you
Now what do I do? What do I do now?

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
Comeback, I keep thinking of you
Please just one time (One more time again)

I’m going out of my mind
I can’t see you

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on without you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

When I try to empty my heart towards you, it doesn’t erase
I only need you, only you I need

Don’t you tell me why
Don’t let me down
The memories with you keep coming up
I can’t forget (I can’t erase)

I wonder if you think of me sometimes
You bad person

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on with you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

I probably can’t even measure up to the wind that blows by ah ah
Even if you left me coldly, I don’t hate you
I keep drawing you back fervently
What is the use if I’m going to be hurting again
I say no more

Tell me I can go go go Back to you you you you
I can’t live on without you true true true
I need you, to you back to you

Come back to you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
Because of you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I remember you (uh uh oh uh uh oh)
I need you, to you back to you

It’s so hard looking at you , who I used to be with everyday, just in my dreams
At least if it was a nightmare, I would wake up and everything would be the way it was

FICTION lyrics translation by B2ST

[DJ] I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this

[JH] I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit

[KK] I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us

[HS] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction

[KK] Right now, there are only happy stories here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

[HS] I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us

[DW] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction

[YS] I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that

([DW]But Fiction)
[JH] I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it

([DW] My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words

([DW]Everything is Fiction)

Setting the warn out pen on the old paper strained in tears

([DW]Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad

[DJ] Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still

[DW] I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[HS] We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[DW] Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[YS] There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

THE FACT lyrics translation by B2ST

[DJ] It’s a lie, it’s a lie
We can’t end like this
Come back to me again, please come back to me
I can’t believe the fact that you are leaving me

[HS] No matter what I say to you right now,
It’s going to have no effect whatsoever
This isn’t right, this isn’t right
I can’t trust this fact

[DW] This is all a lie, not the truth
I can’t believe it any longer
I will tell you many times to come back to me
This is all just a lie

[YS] Now you are no longer next to me
That is the truth, I don’t want to believe it
Come back to me, even if I say this many times
All of this just has to be a lie right now

[KK] It’s a lie. It’s a lie. It’s a lie. It’s a lie
This isn’t the truth. This isn’t the truth. This isn’t the truth. This isn’t the truth.

[JH] It’s a fact
My mind knows, but my heart says that it can’t get accustomed to it
The urge to protect you comes to me without me knowing, it also seems like my clinging
This situation that fell on top of my head randomly
I can no longer handle it
If I can’t empty you, I will try to fill it up again
I will rewrite the story of you and I

my life as a B2UTY.. ^.^

the best feeling i ever had..proud to be a B2UTY! B2ST hwaiting!!

back again..

dashi dorawa..huhu..nyanyi jap..

its been a while..i miss writing in this blog act..cos now there is no one i can talk to..dulu,ada kwn2..ada best friend yg dgr segala luahan hati..now..we're far apart..i miss u guys!!

hmm..mmg btol..kalo pendam,simpan je dlm hati..mmg rase nk meletup je..xbleh tanggung sorg2.
when no one there to talk to..i feel like empty..now,im starting to write..in here...just for me to express whatever feelings that i had inside..its really a burden.

honestly,,seriously..im not in a good mood rite now..im not in stable state rite now..huh!! what cause me to be like this?? huhu,it's just so stupid reason, believe me! u dont want to know..

i am writing this blog for me..for me to talk to myself. heart and mind is two different things. that's a FACT. sometimes,i need to pujuk hati sendiri when my mind and heart wanting different thing. i mean it..rite now,my mind is thinking the right things. i know it. but my heart wont do the same..

there's something wrong when ur mind is making the right decision..but ur heart still didnt feel and do the same..i tried to console my own heart to accept but..it's just got worst. HURTS AND PAINFUL. why?

it is more painful when u know the right things to do..but others keep doing it in different way. some of them turns their back on..it is really painful. some starts thinking negatively and throw their hate easily..

i am crying. YES,i am crying..but i cant let it out. i wish i can let it out loud but i cant. what is wrong with me? my heart is crying..crying soo badly..but my eyes are soo dry. why? because my mind wont allow me to do that.

Kin Hyun Joong leaving Malaysia..bye bye,till we meet again~

goodbye KHJ..hope u have a safe journey..here's some picture taken at KLIA leaving Malaysia.

such a great weekend with ur presence here..will wait for the next time!!

The moments at Kim Hyun Joong's fan meeting at Pavilion,KL

what a feeling..how to describe exactly what i feel while waiting for him..hehe..first,when i arrived at the Pavilion entrance, i already saw the stage with KHJ poster..huhu..at that time,the place was already full with the fans. by the way,it's already 4pm.. no wonder.

my first mission is to find the perfect place where i can see KHJ clearly..hehe..it's tough!! cos the place was already full. but i decided to be at the side of the stage. actually it is quite near to the stage but there are so many people around me..keep pushing,almost cant breath. in front of us,there's balloons that block us to see the stage. but what we do is, we asked the staff there to move it. and they did. thanks!!

about an hour standing there, as expected in schedule, at 5pm, KHJ arrived. the crowd start screaming loud when we saw the car came in near the stage..the moment finally came!! as KHJ stepped out from the car and walking to the stage, the fans once again screaming like crazy.

OMG!!! what can i say..he's so handsome in person, with his black outfit. as i expected, KHJ is so handsome,tall and his skin is very flawless and fair!! and has a nice voice also. as KHJ start to greet us, we are again screaming wild..haha..the crowd at my side keep pushing..i almost cant breath..really crazy.

KHJ is very concern and considerate towards his fans. that's what make me loves him more. first thing KHJ say after he greet us, is "he wants us not to push each other cos he don't want us to get hurt". at that moment, KHJ were looking at our side and i think i can clearly see his beauty face and i can see his eyes were looking at us..including me..what a lucky day for me!! KHJ asked us to calm and not pushing each other while doing the hand gesture to us.

after that, the mc continue the events with a few questions to KHJ. i'm not really paying attention to the talk since i'm busy looking at him and taking picture of him. and plus, i have to deal with the crazy crowd there. i know u all excited to see him but please behave.

next is autograph session. 10 lucky shoppers chosen, get to take group picture with him. i'm envy them.. huhu..then,when he smile,all of us going crazy again and screaming wild. his smile..how can i describe.. hmm,one of the most beautiful thing i see.

then, autograph session with 200 lucky shoppers. at first the staff place the table at the back of the stage. and i was like "what the heck..how can i see him". i was looking at KHJ that time, and i saw he insisted to put the table at the front of the stage,and he even want to pull the table himself to the front..hehe.. thank to KHJ. he's caring toward his fans. then they immediately move the table to the front. now,i can see him,and everyone else also i'm sure. KHJ is so considerate about his fans.

i'm not waiting until the autograph session end cos there are 200 people, and also the crowd is no joke!! it's really a big,big crowd. i just walked out from there to get fresh air, and after that, around 645pm, i went again to that place and the event were already ended. then, i saw they already cleared the place. then i saw two girls taking picture at KHJ's poster on the stage where KHJ stand just now. and i decided to go there also and taking some pictures with his poster..hehe..

overall, it is really an unforgettable day for me in my life. even it is just a short meeting and i did not get to see him face to face, but still it is the wonderful moment for me.

i will definitely come again if he's coming to Malaysia next time.