Sunday, October 24, 2010

let's get busy..

mari mem"busy"kan diri dgn keje yg belambak2..bgus2..sy sgt2 la suke (inverted comma)..huhu..too many things to do in this 2 weeks..hmm..dgn presentation la,mid sem la,assignment nye..huhu..apakah???!!

haha..mcm aku sorg la plak yg busy belajar..hahah..poyos..k la..chow!!

favourite quote #2

I've learned that things change, people change,

and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up.

It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories.

Letting go doesn't mean giving up...

it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

Saturday, October 16, 2010

memories~

having memories is really precious thing in life. dari kecik sampai umur kita sekarang sume kita simpan sebagai memori..kalo nk compare dengan memori komputer pon boleh la jgk..sama ja. komputer pon boleh meragam kalo memori da sampai limit..da over berat, sampai x boleh tampung lalu lembap tahap cipan, then hang pas tu padam terus..

apply plak teori tu untuk manusia...haa..apa macam?? boleh ka..boleh sgt sebenar2nya..manusia kalo terbeban dengan memori2 pon boleh jam gak..x caya?? try la kalo nk taw..huhu..

imagine, kalo memori tu yg best2,indah..sikit pun x rasa beban..that's why,create la good memories so that u won't feel burdened. kalo sume yg ko ingt memori2 yg sesak,yg sampai wat ko x boleh bernafas..tu apa kes plak??

but,for me..i keep holding onto memories..u know why?? cos memories doesn't change..but people change..ko berjanji hari nie..entah2 esok ko da lupa..we never knows.

memory is killing me!! tak ke membunuh namanya kalo ko tak boleh tido sebab terkenang memori2 tu? memori2 tu buat ko hilang punca, buat ko menitis air mata dengan tak pasal2, buat ko hang/jam, buat ko sesak nafas? pernah rasa tak??

tiba2 ko jadi sensitif, buat sume benda tak betul, cannot think wisely, terus junamkan ko punyer mood ke tahap negative value? imagine graf ye adik2..it drive me crazy sometimes.

but what can i do..kalo itu je memori yang ko asyik ingat n kenang?? kan best if i can have delete button in life so i can get rid of certain memories that hurt me most. easy right.

aku penat, ngantok..aku paksa jgk mata nie supaya pejam..but still the memories lingering in my mind..how can i sleep like this?? feeling bercampur2..macam2 fikir..lately, selalu terkenang memori2 tu. kenapa?? bila aku nak bangun,move forward..but ada je something from the past that pull me back.

da hampir setahun setengah......aisshhh..i shouldn't bring this up.

p/s : just so u know..i always pray for u..tak ada apa2 yg boleh saya bagi kecuali doa2 saya dan sedekah al-fatihah saya untuk awak. saya tau awak lebih bahagia disisi-Nya. amin..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

favourite quote #1

"i can't save your life,
though nothing i bleed for is more tormenting..
i'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divide.."

emotion..

bila happy..sume nak warna warni..cm blog nie..tapi bila down..rasa geram je nak tukar page blog nie..but i can't.

there's a time when u feel like crying..just cry..
when u feel like laughing, just laugh..
just follow the flow as long as u can.

tuhan da bagi kita macam2 emosi..i'm not egoist to say that i'm strong. i don't cry!! in fact..i cry a lot. sometimes i feel that i'm strong enough to face this life..but sometimes i just feel like a loser..keep pretending myself like i'm alright but actually i'm not.

u're such a great actress,mila!! congratz..u can fool the whole world but not urself,not God.

life must go on..that's my friends said. yes,i know..i have to go on with this life..tak kira betapa besar dugaan hidup ini..aku kena tabah.

life had taught me a lot..yes,of course. life taught me how to stand up again after i fall..it is hard..and i'm struggling..just don't give up now..

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

[LYRICS] beast-clenching a tight fist


Garago garago mahlhetsuh
Shirdago nan daedabhetsuh nuhl dashi moht bohl gut gatasuh
Doo pahlo nuhreul ahngo shipeundae chama nan geuruhji mohthetsuh
Meonjuh wool gut gatasuh

Haeuhjuh sahl sudo eetgunah woorido eebyulee eetgunah
Hutwooseuman gyesok nawasuh
Bonaejoondago bbaleegarago ggok haengbokharago
Joomuhkeul kwak jwigo nan wooruhtsuh

Woorin mahnaseon ahn dwae eejen mahnaseon ahn dwae
Chagawoon ee mahlae eebsooleul ggaemoolgo
Doraboji ahneulae juhldae ahn dorabolae
Dajimeul hago ddo dashi haebojiman geugae ahndwae

Geu hooro dangshinaege chajaganeun kkomeul banbokhajo
Dwit moseubman boeel bboon nahl bomyuh ootsuhjoojin ahneyo
Bangabgye eensahl gunehyo ahmoorun daedabee ubsuhdo
Koomaesuh kkaeuhnan dwiae hoohwaehaji ahnda
Kiuhkeun jakoo geudaega eetneun geu gohtmahn bichoonda
Mahmaedo ubneun soril geudaeaegae bonaeyo
Joomuhkeul kwak jwigo Good luck to you

Jibeuro doraohneun giri eeruhgye himdeul jool mollatsuh
Gaseumee nuhmoo mukmukhaesuh

Jahl sarayaji eegyuhnaeyaji nahl chuseuryuhbwado
Ni sengkakman nahsuh cham himdeulda

Woorin mahnaseon ahn dwae eejen mahnaseon ahn dwae
Chagawoon ee mahlae eebsooleul ggaemoolgo
Doraboji ahneulae juhldae ahn dorabolae
Dajimeul hago ddo dashi haebojiman geugae ahndwae

Nuhran yeoja eejeulguhran mahl haedo
Nuhrahn yeoja dashi boji mahlja dajimhaebwado
eeruhgae ddo nuhreul eetji mohthae

Suhro saranghetneundae jungmahl saranghaetneundae
Wooriga eeruhgae wae haeuhjineundae
(Haeuhjiji mahlja)
Na ubshin moht sandago jookeuljido moreundago
Keun sori chiduhn nun daechae uhdieetni uhdigahtni

#Translate

I told you to go, to go away
I replied back to you that I didn’t like you because I thought I wasn’t going to see you again
[Dongwoon]I wanted to embrace you with my two arms, but I couldn’t do that
Because I thought I was going to cry first

We can live apart
There is a farewell for us too
Only the fake laugh is coming out

I will send you away
So hurry up and go to be happy
Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry

We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

After that, the dreams of me finding you repeats again
Just staring into your back, you don’t smile back looking at me
I happily greet you even though there is no response from you
I do this so that I won’t end up regretting after I wake up from this dream
It isn’t easy to fill up a blank space
The memories just shine a light to where you are
Words that I don’t even mean anything, I send them to you
Clenching my fists tight, Good luck to you

I didn’t know it was this hard walking back home
My heart is too stuffed up

I need to live better
I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind

We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you
Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you
But again I can’t forget you

We loved each other, we really loved each other
Why are we breaking up like this?
(Let’s not break up)
Telling me that you couldn’t live without me,
Telling me that you were going to die without me
You, who used to say such things,
Where did you go? Where did you go?

Source: qisthi-aboutkorea.blogspot.com

[LYRICS TRANSLATION] super junior-angel (haru OST)


[ryeo wook]
You’re so dazzling
My heart is thumping
You’re the only one for me and always be number 1
that I love you

[kyu hyun]
Come little bit closer to me
I want to tightly hold your hands
This song is only for you
I love you forever
I need your love, love, love~

[dong hae]
I promise you for only looking at your eyes
Stand by your side for protecting and loving you with all my heart
Baby, I need your love, love, love~

[sung min]
Just one love from you is enough for me
Even if I must lose everything
I will never let you go
You are my everything, my love~

[kyu hyun]
I only see you
I keep thinking about you
That never fails to make me smile
You’re my everything, my heart~

[ryeo wook]
You’ve captured me
You’re even more gorgeous than angel, I will only love you

[eun hyuk]
[rap]I was secretly laughing at myself
I can’t believe how deep I’ve falling for you
You got into my mind with that charm my boo.
Now I’m like a fool that has fallen in love
My everything now, it’s you
I’ve falling love with you
Look at me and I promise you
That I’ll never let you go
Even if the world ends, I’ll love you like a timeless clock that never ends.
I need your love, love, love~

[dong hae]
I promise you for only looking at your eyes
Stand by your side, protecting and loving you with all my heart
Baby, I need your love, love, love~

[sung min]
Just one love from you is enough for me
Even if I must lose everything
I will never let you go
You’re my everything, my love~

[kyu hyun]
I only see you
I keep thinking about you
That never fails to make me smile
You’re my everything, my heart~

[ryeo wook]
You’ve captured me
You’re even more gorgeous than angel, I’ll only love you.

[eun hyuk]
[rap]When you’re sad, I’ll keep you by my side
Sometimes there will be a difficult time, if it’s too hard for you
remember that I love you forever
I’m always here for protecting you

Monday, October 11, 2010

me+my mom+jamuan raya..weehee~

ish..lately rajin plak rasanya nk update blog nie..huhu..xpela..sementara rajin nih..truskan..nanti da busy..berabuk la blog nih..hehe..

hmm..last nite, aku teman kan mak aku g jamuan raya kat taman ktorg. lgpon mak aku masuk kumpulan marhaban..so,ade aktiviti mlm tu..huhu..so,kebanyakan tetamu dari golongan middle age..so..ATTITUDE kena la jaga..jgn la sempoi sgt mcm ko kat kolej kan..hahaha..tapi tujuan utama aku pegi sebab nk teman mak aku..huhu..so,mlm tu kebetulan bertuah plak kn..dpt la hadiah cabutan bertuah..hehe..

nothing much pada malam tu..cm jamuan raya biasa, ada persembahan, cabutan bertuah..n paling penting ada makan2..huhu..then balik rumah, yang x tahan tu, aku n mak aku pegi dapur lagi k..cari makanan lagi..haha..kebetulan semalam my mom masak makanan favourite aku..tomyam!! wajib makan..huhu..

k la..cukup la cter pasal tuh..

Saturday, October 9, 2010

alhamdulillah..selamat sampai di rumah~

waa...such a tiring day today..hehe..bkn pe..penat rushing2..huhu..dari tgh hari td rushing2 anta proposal..pas 2 kelas sejam..then..makan time!! hahaha..actually nie la masa nk ktorg tunggu2..huhu..ktorg mmg suka bab2 makan nie..hehe..even nk balik pon, tp harus makan dulu..huu~

sedapnye..yum..yum..


then, i rushing lg balik bilik cos nk dobi baju plak..baju da byk sgt yg x basuh lg..cos xde masa..wahh!! cm bz sgt jew..h
ahaha..tengah syok2 kumpul kn baju yg mau di basuh..then dgr bunyi guruh..walawey..rase cm nk terbang je nk dobi cpt2. sambil tggu baju siap..pe lg, lepak tempat biasa la..huhu..cc!! dan2 plak time tu baru si anis ajak g umah abg dia..ade open house..hmmm..hampa ja..aku da nk balik rumah..melepas peluang nk makan free lg..hahaha..sabo jela.

then RUSHING lg!! sidai baju dlm bilik je cos da ujan..pantang ada ruang..sume aku sangkut baju2 aku..haha..cm da jadi kedai bundle je..

kalo la wardrobe aku cm nie..

kt luar da angin ribut da campur hujan da..pikir2 cm da tak nak balik da..tapi da suruh dia belikan tiket plak..takleh2..aku pun sambung kemas2 barang then hujan pon slowly stop. ape lagi trus kua..da kol 430 ptg yek..bas gerak kol 630..huhu..mmg cari nahas..

tapi yang lagi best bleh plak bas rapid td maen tunggu2 orang plak..rasa cm nk jerit je kt pak cik tu suh cepat gerak..jam da kol 5, tggu komuter plak..satu hal lagi..dalam hati da mcm2 pikir..takut x sempat..komuter plak lambat..sabar lagi nie..komuter sampai tengok2 cm sardin orangnya..ramai!! ok,fine..sabar lg..time kita nk kuar time tu la sume berebut nk masuk..tak paham2 bahasa lagi..da gtaw "beri laluan kpd org yg nk kuar dulu" nak aku spell ke??? ish..geram!! pas tu..nk beli tiket plak..barisan nya panjang mcm ade shah rukh khan wat konsert kt depan tuh..dalam hati da carut2 da..jam da kol 6 k..tggu lrt seb baek x lama..sampai pekeliling 5 minit lagi kol 630..dia pon x gerak lagi..then tunggu dia jap bagi tiket..then tepat 630 naek bas..fuh..lega rasanya..setelah bersabar dgn macam2 hal hari nie..

kan da kuar zaman black n white..huu

dalam bas dok la plak sebelah mamat nie..xkesah la..janji sampai..bukan tu nk cter sebenarnye..nie hah..bleh plak mamat tu tido then nk lentok2 plak..aku nie da mengelak cam 45 darjah condong nye..dalam hati rasa nak siku je kepala dia..haha..kejam nye aku..ish3..seb baek la da selamat sampai rumah..so, segala keserabutan tu berbaloi lepas balik tengok muka mak,abah n adik2..huhu..windu mereka!!

ok la..mau merehatkan badan..nk tido la dah..enough for today..nyte!!


p/s : thanks kt dia yg belikan tiket aku..kalo x,mau aku patah balik ke ukm..huhu~

Friday, October 8, 2010

show,show..da mcm artis plak..



last week my juniors ada show..3 show in a week!! artis sgt adik2 ku skrg.. bgus2, x sia2 usaha korg..aku mcm biasa pantau2 ja..tgk2, n tlg apa2 yg patut..huhu..not much to story but dorg best..
seronok spend time dgn dorg..even penat tp puas hati..

she's the beauty~



one on the most beautiful korean gurl
love buin~

[NEWS] Kim Hyun Joong, Nichkhun and Jung Yong Hwa to co-star in a new drama


Popular idols Kim Hyun Joong, Nichkhun, and Jung Yong Hwa may be co-starring in an upcoming drama. Tentatively dubbed "Cinderella", filming will take place in Korea and Japan, with a simultaneous broadcast in both countries set for late spring.

Kim Hyun Joong of "Boys Over Flowers" and, more recently, "Playful Kiss", 2PM's Nichhkun, also popular on "We Got Married", and Jung Yong Hwa of CNBLUE may be co-starring in an upcoming drama.

The three idols have reportedly been short-listed to appear in a Japanese/Korean collaboration drama, tentatively labeled "Cinderella", led by the production company M-Media. Supposedly, a conference was recently held in Hanamatsu, Japan in order to discuss the basics of the upcoming project.

This in-the-works drama is slated to air over the course of 20 episodes. The script is still unfinished, and the complete casting has yet to be decided upon. Shooting is set to begin in Japan next spring with broadcasting to begin in both Korea and Japan in May.

Popular actresses Kim Ah Joong, Song Hye Kyo, and Yoon Eun Hye have also been mentioned as possible participants in "Cinderealla".

Credits: Gokpop + Dkpopnews


Thursday, October 7, 2010

penapis cincin serat....weehee

ish3..mcm2 dugaan nk wat proposal nie..i have to bear with the direct translation kt google nie.. rasa cm geram,nk carut pon ada..org penat2,pas tu bleh plak translate direct cm tuh..tp kelaka pon ada..haha..fiber ring filters=penapis cincin serat ye adik2!! huhu..

apa kata,lpas nie, kalo tension kita main2 dgn google translation nk..mesti trgelak pnyer..

try dgn lirik lagu..hoho..huru hara!!! nie pon idea faz masa LI..hehe~

dah la..nk g translate lagu kt google translation!!

im in love~

owh tidakkk!!!! kpop craze menjadi2..hehe..ape nk jd nie mila..ish3..kenapa aku jatuh chenta dgn mereka2 nih?? hmm,wondering why...hehe..

1) sebab dorg hensem!! mcm shin lang sy~
2) sebab dorg comel...mcm shin lang saya~
3) sebab dorg pandai nari!!
4) sebab dorg sexy?? huhu..of cos la..
5) sebab dorg sporting..sgt sempoi n trsgt lah funny..hehe..

dan byk lg la..sng cter..hahaha..

p/s : it's better admiring someone that obviously impossible to get than admiring someone that always appear in front of us.. hmm~~~ (thinking2)

shinee-hello


~hello lyric~

[Jonghyun]

Eereol ddaereul bomyeon na
Eorigineun hangabwa
Noon apae dugodo eojji hal jul molla


[Onew]

Eoddeokgaedeul sarangeul shijakhago itneunji
Saranghaneun sarangdeul malhaejweoyo

[Taemin]

Eonjenga geunyeo soneul japa bol nal olkkayo


[Jonghyun]

Gameun du noon wi.ae kisshaneun naldo wajulkkayo

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Nareumdaero yonggil naesseoyo

[All] Hello, hello
[Onew] Jamshi yaegi hallaeyo

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] Naega jom seodooljin mollado

[All] Who knows? Eojjeom oorin

[Taemin] Jal dwaeljido molla

[Minho]

Naega dagaseoya haneunji
Jom deo gidaryeoya haneunji

[Jonghyun]

Modu dareun maleul haneungae
Deo eoryeoweo ([Onew] Mideul su eopgaetjyo)

[Key] Bogiboda nooni nopayo

[Onew] Eerun il nan heunchianayo
Nae mal mideojweoyo

[Taemin] Amureochi angae geunyeol aneul nal olkkayo
[Onew] Saenggakhandaero modu eerweojindan mal mideoyo

[All] Hello, hello

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] Nareumdaero yonggil naesseoyo


[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Jamshi yaegi hallaeyo


[All] Hello, hello
[Taemin] Naega jom seodooljin mollado


[All] Who knows? Eojjeom oorin


[Jonghyun] Oh yeah

Cheoeumeun anijyo sashil malhajamyeon
Sarangdo eebyuldo haebwatjyo

[Onew]

Hajiman eoryeoweoyo ee maleul mideojweoyo
[Jonghyun] Geudaeneun dallayo

[All] Hello, hello
[Minho] Eebunaen nareul da geolgaeyo

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] Jigeumeun eoddeolji mollado
[All] Who knows? Eojjeom oorin

[All] Hello, hello
Hello, hello


[Onew]

Naegae gihwaereul jweoyo
[All] Hello, hello


[Jonghyun]

Geudae jigeumeun eoddeolji mollado
[All] Who knows? Oori doori


[Onew] Oonmyungilji molla


([Minho]

Hello nigyeotae maemdon geu shigandeuleul gyesok
Geu eoddun gippeumgwado bigyomot.hae no more
Geudael eejen pyohyeon hal su eopgo
Nae shimjangeun da wonhae, never let you go
Eerungae sarangeeramyun jeoldae annochyeo
Who knows? Oori doori)

[All] Hello, hello

~translation~

[Jonghyun]

When I see myself during these times
I feel that I really am young
Even with you in front of me
I don’t know what to do
[Onew]

To the people who are in love

Please tell me how you started to love

[Taemin] Will the day I hold her hand ever come?
[Jonghyun] Will the day I kiss her above her closed eyes also come?

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Onew] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might
[Taemin] End up doing well

[Minho]

Whether I should approach you
Or wait a little longer
[Jonghyun]

With everyone saying different things
Makes it much harder ([Onew] You might not believe me)


[Key]

She has higher standards than she seems


[Onew]

This kind of thing is uncommon for me
Please believe what I say

[Taemin] Will the day I casually hold her come?
[Onew] I believe everything will turn out the way you think it will

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I brought up the courage
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] I want to talk to you for a moment
[All] Hello, hello
[Taemin] I may be rushing a bit
[All] Who knows? We might

[Jonghyun]

Oh yeah
It’s not my first time to be honest
I’ve loved and broken up before
[Onew] But it’s hard, please believe these words
[Jonghyun] You are different

[All] Hello, hello
[Minho] I’ll bet my all this time
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don’t know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? We might

[All] Hello, hello
Hello, hello
[Onew] Please give me a chance
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] I don’t know how you feel right now
[All] Who knows? Two of us
[Onew] Might be destiny

([Minho]

Hello, the times I spent by your side
Can no more compare to any other happiness
I can’t express myself to you
My heart wants all of you, never let you go
If this is love, I’ll never let it go
Who knows? The two of us)

[All] Hello, hello

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

di pagi yg busan..

haha..pagi2 lg da busan..gler pe..huhu..act x rasa pon cm da pagi gara2 x tdo lg..huhu..byk keje kena siapkan la..huu..tp tibe2 je rasa cm nk bkk blog plak. da lame nye tak memenuhkan ruangan blog nie..haha..tp bila sekali da start blogging cm x leh nk stop la plak..ade je bnde nk cter..huhu..nie pon i saje nk wat mukadimmah je dulu..hehe..jap2,nk cari bhn..haha~