my hyun joong oppa fave song..

kim bum soo-i miss u

bogoshipda..

amuri kidar-yodo nan mot ka
pabo-chorom ulgo in-nun noye gyote
sangchorom chu-nun narul wae morugo
kida-rini tto-nakaran malya
bogo-shipda bogo-shipda
iron nae-ga miwochil man-kum
ulgo shipda nae-ge murup kkulh-ko
modu optdo-ni-ri twel su it-damyon

michil dut sarang-haet-don kiyogi
chu-ok-duri norul chatgo it-ji-man
to isang sara-ngiran pyon-myonge
norul kadul su opso
iromyo-nan dwe-jiman
chugul mankum bogo-shipda

bogo-shipda bogo-shipda
iron nae-ga miwochil mankum
midko shipda orun kirirago
norul wi-hyae tto nayaman handago

michil dut sarang-haet-don kiyogi
chu-ok-duri norul chatgo it-jiman
to isang sara-ngiran pyon-myonge
norul kadul su opso
iromyo-nan dwe-jiman
chugul mankum bogo-shipda
chugul mankum it-ko-shipda

translation

I won’t go, I’ll just wait here
Like a fool crying beside you
I don’t know why you had to hurt me
I won’t leave, I’ll keep on waiting

I miss you~~ I miss you~~
At times you may hate me~~.
I want to cry~~ kneel down for me
If may turn out that there nothing we can do about it…

*CHORUS*
The memory of being madly in love
I find you in those memories
We couldn’t have been more in love
I won’t choose this for you
I will never let it happen
But I’ll miss you as you’re dead

I miss you~~ I miss you~~
At times you may hate me~~
I believe this is the right way
I’m leaving to go to you

* Repeat

I want to forget that you’re dead

time to say goodbye

When I'm alone I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
There is no light in a room where there is no sun
and there is no sun if you're not here with me, with me.
From every window unfurls my heart the heart that you have won.
Into me you've poured the light,
the light that you found by the side of the road.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
it's time to say goodbye.

When you're far away I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
And of course I know that you're with me, with me.
You, my moon, you are with me.
My sun, you're here with me with me, with me, with me.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,

I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you.

You and me.

penat~~

ari nie bgun awal cos kena g fak awal..ade presentation..huhu..hurm..everything's going well..then..aku x trus balik bilik..lepak jap..pas group aku then group faz lak. aku tggu dia cos nk mkn sama. da lama x mkn kt fak sama2..so..smbil mkn mcm2 jgk la kua..cter psl x puas ati masing2 toward somebody. feel relief dpt luahkn perasaan nie..hue..bkn pe..da lame pendam. she understand me well. so, senang nk ckp dgn dia.overall..it is such a fine day.. but as i reached at my college..just like a curse..semua senyum, gelak ketawa aku td..hilang cm tu je..leaving me this kinda sad feeling that i just can't get through anymore. feeling hopeless..i hate this..but act i realized that i am lonely..i miss 'star'. that's my real problem. i just can't get over him. i'm kinda person who loves to be alone..i think loneliness is my best friend. sometimes i feel like i don't want to talk to anybody. just don't want to talk. it's not that i'm mad or something..but i just prefer to be alone and remain silence. arghh..feel kinda sleepy since i woke up early this morning. wanna take a nap. daa...

today is holiday

ari nie cm biase..aku x tdo mlm..kol 5 lebey kot..aku kua pusing2 kolej..sunyi sgt..that time all i was thinking is my 'star'.aku msuk semula dlm bilik..then smbung download cter korea aku..mls nk tdo cos i have class at 9 am..so, i get ready then kua bilik. at first nk tggu bas tp cm mls lak..tkut bas xde..so aku deciced to walk. x jauh pon..2 jam dok dlm hall tuh..sejuk gler..da la ade kuiz lak tu..tp ok la..jwpn dpn mate kot. dlm kol 11 lebeh aku blik bilik.. then smpai2 je tgk ety da bgun..tnye dia nk g kua mkn kol bape..cos ktorg nk g mkn kt sunan drajat. then, we decided to go around 3 or 4 pm..tkut ramai org tgh ari cm nie..then,aku pon tdo la dulu..ngantok kot..huhu..then, ktorg gerak kol 3 lebey..smpai kajang..kebetulan kdai tu x rmai org. so, smpai2 trus order mkn..pas mkn..g cri baju lak.. singgah kdai baju tu..jmpe gown..huhu..cntik sgt.. ingt nk beli pkai dinner nnt..tp nk beli baju show lg..hue..mane ade duit..pape pon tgk la nnt rabu nk g shopping kt area times square..otw blik ujan..smpai bilik kol 7 lbey..then trus tdo..punyer la ngantuk. kol 11 aku trsedar..ctot msg..suh teman kn dia..then aku pon bgun la..g bilik dia smbil tu aku ade keje nk wat. report etika..nk anta isnin nie..huhuh..da siap!!! then kol 2 blik bilik..mandi, smbung tgk memories of bali smbil download WGM lg..huhu..im addicted to the show!! best sgt..and now..done with movie and download.. i wanna sleep...so sleepy lorr...daa..jmpe lg in next post..

stupid me..

have u ever make the same mistake over and over again? even though u know it's wrong.. i am that stupid person. why i have to keep doing the same mistake? kenapa aku xleh brkeras and say no!! what's wrong with u mila?? do u forget who u are? why did u doing this...i dont know myself. please 'star'...help me..i know u kinda dissapointed in me..of course..everybody would do the same if they know about this..hahaha..u deserve right mila..bila ko nk sedar?? now i realize something..i have nothing...im just a broken girl. nobody treat u right. they all look at u as tool..what? am i deserve this? why.....

today..185..

185 hari..huh..6 months already..aku sendiri x taw betapa mase berubah..miss my star~

home sweet home..

now i know what it really mean..aku ingt lg satu dialog cter nie..

BYJ : if u have a house,what kind of house do u want?
CJW : i don't need a house..the best home is the one that u built in the heart of someone u love..


i came with tools repair his 'home'..i decorate it..i protect it so it wont damage..from whatever it is..as time goes by..i developed more feelings toward it..i become greedy until i feel like i don't wanna leave that 'home'. can i?? as i the one who repair it,how can i leave it just like that?? then i realize..i start to love the 'home' and i don't wanna leave..he allows me to enter the 'home'..allows me to take care of it..i always be there if there's rain..i would do everything to protect it..i wish i can stay..don't push me out. and i know he wont do that. there's always a room for me in it since the day he let me enter the 'home'. since then, he locked me inside it..also protect me from anything that can harm me..he keeps me safely inside the 'home'. i could feel the warm and i'm comfortable there..all i need was there..i don't need to go out or to find another 'home' to stay. that's the only 'home' i need.
even though he's no longer here..i wish i can stay..can i do that? would u still keep me warm in ur 'home'? honestly,that's where i wanna be..they told me to move on..but i can't. i can't find another 'home' like yours. i really want to believe that u would never let me go out to find other place to stay. i can still be there forever..even u are no longer can protect me or give me the same warmth like before. but i believe that it will never change just like the first time i enter the 'home'..
i will protect it and take care of it forever..though i can't do much,but i hope my prayers will do keep the 'home' in peace.. i will make sure of it because in my heart, i have built one..

hari yg lemau..

haha..ari nie aku rase lemah x brmaya..hue..busan..tetibe rase nk update blog. da lame xbukak blog..
bkn xde cerita..lot of things happened but i prefer to keep it myself..haha..ari nie aku bgun agak awal la..cos ada kelas kol 830..aku g kelas cm biase..then after that, i went to pusan..g pejabat pos..pos my resume..aku da lmbt actually..but there's a reason for it..pas tu aku blik kolej..singgah kafe..cm biase, jumpe abg wafi..borak jap then mkn. finally im here..stuck in front of laptop..hahah..feel sleepy, but malas nk tdo..cos ptg nie got class lg. presentation project. seb baek group aku da lepas present last week. quite impressive..congratz2!!