welcome back..

huhu..da lame menghilang..baru nie nk muncul balik..ntah ape mimpi plak nie..huhu..selalunya aku akan menjengah kt blog nie kalo hati aku gundah gulana n fikiran x tenang..huhu..mmg blog nie tmpat aku meluahkan masalah..haha..ak suke membebel kt cnie..xde org yg taw..n i like that. kt fb x sesuai nk luahkan perasaan..hehe..kt twitter plak ade limit words..bole plak aku nk control tulis kn..so,kt blog jela aku bole membebel panjang lebar tnpa ade org berasa annoyed or whatever..huhu..

selama aku x menulis nie..mcm2 jadi..n aku malas nk cter..mls nk tulis n malas nk ingt balik. hmm..so, sekarang nk tlis ape je ea...hmmmmm..jap2..pk idea pnye psl..da trlelap..k la..later!

dream..

that dream..

what does it means?

i dream of u last nite..

did u miss me that much..

u came in my dream, but not showing urself..

and u ask me what was my wish..u know the answer,dear..

u know i always miss u right..

im glad that u visit me in my sleep..but i really want to see u again..

seriously...

p/s: suddenly remember this song..

Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade.
And I won't let you fall away.
From me.
You will never fade away from me.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/paramore/oh_star.html ]
And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
That I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade away.
I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.

And I won't let you fall away.
You will never fade away.
And I won't let you fall away from me,
You will never...

Oh star fall down on me.

::future::

dear future,

i am waiting..waiting for u to grab my hand and hold my hand till the end. i am tired..tired of the past. i'm always haunted by the past. i don't know if i'm the one who don't want to let it go or they don't want to let me go..hello future,when will u come and find me?

still waiting,
-me-

-thinking of u-

"comparison are easily done once u've had a taste of perfection.."

mmg manusia suka wat comparison kn..x bole lari dari kenyataan tu..apa2 pon kite suka wat comparison in order to get the best. nk cari kasut ke,baju ke,beg ke mesti nk cari yg btol2 brkenan kt hati..baru puas hati. nak plak aku nie..b4 nk beli ntah bape lame dok pilih n pikir. hmm,kalo da dpt,baru puas hati..pas tu suke stick dgn satu2 brg tu je..smpai la da xbole guna, baru pikir nk tukar laen..hmm..xpela,brg2 cm tu..sng nk replace.

cerewet kn aku nih..tu kira memilih ke?..xkn. just nk cari yang sesuai n yg kite suka..x salah. what about human/person/someone?? kalo org lg ssh kot nk ganti..huhu..btol kn..da la nk pilih pon ssh,take time..pastu nk replace lg laa..do u remember this?

"it takes 1 second to fall in love..bla..bla..bla..(cannot remember what it is)

but it takes forever to forget.."

nasib bdn laa...im not questioning God, why me? why not someone else? aku taw selagi Tuhan bg kita dugaan selagi tu Tuhan masih ingt kt kita..cuma manusia je selalu lupakan Dia. i know, God rains me with lots of tests..but one day,there will be a rainbow,Insya Allah.

lately, i always thinking about u..sbb tu ak rase i still can't let go. because u were the best thing i ever had..until now,i can't find someone like u..

desperate!!

desperately need job now!! xmo tanam anggur...huhu