home sweet home..

now i know what it really mean..aku ingt lg satu dialog cter nie..

BYJ : if u have a house,what kind of house do u want?
CJW : i don't need a house..the best home is the one that u built in the heart of someone u love..


i came with tools repair his 'home'..i decorate it..i protect it so it wont damage..from whatever it is..as time goes by..i developed more feelings toward it..i become greedy until i feel like i don't wanna leave that 'home'. can i?? as i the one who repair it,how can i leave it just like that?? then i realize..i start to love the 'home' and i don't wanna leave..he allows me to enter the 'home'..allows me to take care of it..i always be there if there's rain..i would do everything to protect it..i wish i can stay..don't push me out. and i know he wont do that. there's always a room for me in it since the day he let me enter the 'home'. since then, he locked me inside it..also protect me from anything that can harm me..he keeps me safely inside the 'home'. i could feel the warm and i'm comfortable there..all i need was there..i don't need to go out or to find another 'home' to stay. that's the only 'home' i need.
even though he's no longer here..i wish i can stay..can i do that? would u still keep me warm in ur 'home'? honestly,that's where i wanna be..they told me to move on..but i can't. i can't find another 'home' like yours. i really want to believe that u would never let me go out to find other place to stay. i can still be there forever..even u are no longer can protect me or give me the same warmth like before. but i believe that it will never change just like the first time i enter the 'home'..
i will protect it and take care of it forever..though i can't do much,but i hope my prayers will do keep the 'home' in peace.. i will make sure of it because in my heart, i have built one..